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Wednesday, July 07, 2004

I need a break

I am so tired. Exhausted. Drained. I give so much of myself, to everything... everyone... that I have nothing left for myself at the end of it all. Yes, having the ability to give is something I should be grateful about. But, while I'm not asking for something special in return, a little appreciation will be... well.... appreciated. Please don't take it for granted that I'll keep giving. I am human, I have a limit too. My resources can get depleted... and I may not be able to refuel as fast as you expect me to. I want to be available whenever you need me, but what about me? Is it so selfish as to ask for some time and energy for myself? Does that make me a bad person? Help...........

I'm so tired of being here
Exhausted by demands far and near
If I have more to give
I would gladly and willingly give
But my resources are all depleted here
And I'm left all alone...

cybette wrote this at 02:21 AM
Comments

carol...

you are NOT alone!!
i feel so bad because i'm one of those people who are taking away your resources.

i know you're not blaming me, but you know me, i can't help it...

even though i can't help you financially, but i just want you to know that i'm always going to be your biggest supporter (emotionally). during the last 2 weeks, i wanted to call you so bad but i didn't have my home phone connected. now that i've got it, here's the number (you're the first one to know about it!) 972-xxx-xxxx.

if you're exausted or just want to vent, call me, please! or you can always use your t-mobile phone to call me!!!!!

you are NOT alone!!

Posted by Gloria -- July 7, 2004 11:27 AM

Thanks Gloria... your words mean a lot to me. Thanks for being a great friend.

(Btw I x-ed out your phone number... not safe publishing your phone number on the web like that!!)

Posted by Carol -- July 8, 2004 10:00 PM