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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

October 21

Received 2 emails today, from 2 guys whom I've always been fond of, but never more than friends. (Before anyone starts wagging fingers, let me say that I'm very happy in my marriage, and won't trade Bruce for anyone else - yes, including Ethan Hawke if I ever miraculously catch his attention.) But somewhere in my memories, there's always this feeling of sweetness and delight each time I'm near/with one of them, similar to the feeling I've had with my ex-boyfriends, although I've never been romantically involved with either of them. With these two, I've wondered for the longest time... "what if"? What if I had shown my interest earlier? What if he liked me in return? What if I dated him instead of so-and-so? I guess I'll never know, but that's ok, because sometimes that's where the beauty lies - the unknown, the "possibilities of things", the unspoken promise....

And now, they're both getting married on October 21!! And both of them emailed me on the same day, within 2 hours of each other to tell me about their weddings.... what are the chances of that?? Well, I'm very happy for them, although disappointed that I can't attend their weddings... One of them is in Singapore, and while the other one is here in Dallas, I have a date with Evanescence that night! Yes, also October 21.

Megan, I didn't forget - your wedding anniversary is on this day as well (21102001). Favorite friend, favorite band, favorite guys that I've never kissed... somehow cosmically linked together on one day. 4D, anyone? :)

cybette wrote this at 07:20 PM
Comments

woah.....how often do you get THIS?!

well...october 22 is my little cousin's birthday...(rather irrelevant, but thought i'd share :P)

Posted by Gloria -- September 8, 2006 02:15 PM

and have i heard about these two guys before?

DUDE!! you gotta let me know all the details!!!!!

Posted by Gloria -- September 8, 2006 02:16 PM

I think I wrote about one of them before, back in the CSAT BBS days. Not much details lah, like I said, nothing ever happened :P

Posted by Carol -- September 12, 2006 11:22 AM

u did not update me! ;)

Posted by megan Lim -- September 15, 2006 12:35 AM

Are the guys marrying each other or what?

The best part of my "what ifs" are the realization that "I'm glad I didn't." I wouldn't trade my wife, or the life we have together, for anything either.

Posted by Texas T-bone -- September 26, 2006 10:16 PM

Haha, that'll be really interesting, them marrying each other...

T-bone is such a romantic! Petite Filet is really lucky :)

Megan I'll email ya...

Posted by Carol -- September 28, 2006 09:11 AM