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Friday, August 29, 2003

From Xanga: 2003-08-29 15:51:12

I'm back. Whoop dee do. While I may not update this regularly, writing is therapeutic so I'll do it whenever I need to vent. It doesn't matter if no one reads this. I'm writing for my own benefit.

Actually one main factor leading to my return is seeing my close friends starting their own online journals. I enjoyed reading their entries and I learn more about them through this additional channel. I'm not sure if what I write will be insightful enough for them to feel the same way, but I've decided to try. My bad habit is keeping a lot of my feelings to myself, but typing them out is probably a lot easier than saying them out loud in person.

Since I owe the revival of this blog/journal thing to my "Big 6" friends, I'll dedicate this entry to them...

Ruby, you're my inspiration and muse. Your journal was the main catalyst for this. I wish I have your courage to speak what's on your mind, instead of holding back. I admire your sense of style, whether it's in fashion or writing.

Karen, you're my role model. You're more mature and responsible than I am and so much more capable too. I can see why the girls call you "Jie Jie" so naturally, because you're the bona fide big-sister. I can only strive to be more like you.

Jessie, you're my amusement park. There's never a dull moment when you're around. While you bring so much joy and laughter, you're also more than that. You're sensitive, caring and not to mention a great listener. You bring out the best in people.

Gloria, you're my reflection in the mirror. Not the physical mirror of course (you're younger, prettier and much thinner!!), but we echo each other's thoughts time and again. I see the strength in you and that enables me to find strength in myself.

Keidy, you're my security blanket. You're always there when I need someone, and you're so patient with me. Your unrelenting desire to help people is also exemplary. I'm sure you're destined for many great things in your life.

Thank you girls, you're all the above and much more. Words can only express so much, especially with my limited creativity. Thanks for enriching my life and making me a better person. I love all of you.

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